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@martin43 wrote:
When I first started chatting in 2012 I thought it was absolutely fantastic. I could use my silly sense of humour and hopefully, my warm humanity to inspire people, to pull them up and to make them laugh. And as a two-way process, it could make me smile, forgot my troubles, give myself a lift. And sometimes it works, it really does.
But I thought I had made friends for life online, and in one case, I thought I had found everlasting love. Actually I have; but this time it is a one-way situation. Every friend I have ever made online has simply disappeared from my life. Some are busy with work; others decide to spend most of the time in the real world; some people you feel really close to disappear without saying goodbye; and other just simply start ignoring you.
I know I try too hard and most people just want to relax and be entertained. But since returning to the chat room or forum, and I have logged on three times, I have mainly been talking to myself. Trying to make jokes and be silly, but just feeling a complete fool and an absolute failure. And it makes me feel very sad and I don’t want to feel this way. Life is hard and depressing as it is.
I realise that this is going to sound so self-centred and full of self-pity. And I am sorry about it. But I do find it much easier to write in the first person and from my own experiences in life. I guess I need to pick and choose my moments on here much more carefully. If I need to relax, then maybe reading a book or watching television might be a better option. If there was anything worth watching that is.
Oh, I still intend to come on here and visit the chat room. Because there are several people that have impressed me and more importantly, I want to know that they are doing okay and that they are still around. I feel very fond of the people on justchat, and in a short space of time and I hope to be talking to them for a long time to come.
Warm wishes
martin43/typhoo
Lots and lots of people are pretending to be something they aint because it’s not face to face and they aren’t likely to be found out till they start believing the bullshit they’re typing. Me I’m as hard as nails and never ever get hurt… see it’s easy :wink:
“simple” depression ?
Life’s a bastard then you die :wink:
Sooner that than be told to buck up..if i could I fucking would
Why is a man in his underwear on the first pics ?
alternatively stop eating pies :lol:
make the effort ffs
They’ll still just tell you to buck up or some other inane (pull yourself together) type phrase
I’m too old to hump
