i married my childhood sweetheart and was married 20 years and was never unfaithful and would never have even dreamed of being, i hadnt the time or inclination too busy bringing my 2 chilldren up, then he rocked my world and went off with my best friend. I have a big big issue with trust i trust no one. I lost my husband and best friend in one swoop. It took me 10 years to speak to him again. I know the pain of infedelity first hand , you never ever get over it …only learn to live with it like death almost.