[lotty]

okies the pics didnt cum out
:x

[lotty]

okies i was bored so i posted this dont ask why ….. i dont know lol

[lotty]

@lotty wrote:

@rubyred wrote:

hey lotty..i really was not being horrible..its just that i dont really Show love or particularily “feel” it.. I used to, but im a cynical beatch now.I have folks i talk to.and genuinely like. But im scared.

a wee bit too smaltzy for me,,but as ya say,,ya never “meant it” ..folks i love know I LOVE THEM !..

ERr..

didnt think ya was was horrible hun so np :)
:lo

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hmmmm soz i dont understand how you can not feel love or show love … do you nat have family ,,,, kids husdand mum or dad ,,,, how can you not show or feel love if you do ???? soz if im been too nosey but had to ask :roll:

[lotty]

@rubyred wrote:

hey lotty..i really was not being horrible..its just that i dont really Show love or particularily “feel” it.. I used to, but im a cynical beatch now.I have folks i talk to.and genuinely like. But im scared.

a wee bit too smaltzy for me,,but as ya say,,ya never “meant it” ..folks i love know I LOVE THEM !..

ERr..

didnt think ya was was horrible hun so np :)
:lol:

[lotty]

rubyred wrote:

Apart from the smaltzy shyte at the end.. I smiled at the above ![/q uote] LOL DIDNT MEANTO ATTACH THAT PART BUT HEYHO

[lotty]

Old Age, I decided, is a gift

I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be.. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don’t agonize over those things for long.

I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I’ve aged, I’ve become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I’ve become my own friend.

I don’t chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn’t need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant.

I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.

Whose business is it if I choose to read or play on the computer until 4 AM and sleep until noon?

I will dance with myself to those wonderful tunes of the 60&70’s, and if I, at the same time, wish to weep over a lost love ….. I will.

I will walk the beach in a swim suit that is stretched over a bulging body, and will dive into the waves with abandon if I choose to, despite the pitying glances from the jet set.
They, too, will get old.

I know I am sometimes forgetful. But there again, some of life is just as well forgotten. And I eventually remember the important things.

Sure, over the years my heart has been broken. How can your heart not break when you lose a loved one, or when a child suffers, or even when somebody’s beloved pet gets hit by a car? But broken hearts are what give us strength and understanding and compassion. A heart never broken is pristine and sterile and will never know the joy of being imperfect.

I am so blessed to have lived long enough to have my hair turning gray, and to have my youthful laughs be forever etched into deep grooves on my face. So many have never laughed, and so many have died before their hair could turn silver

As you get older, it is easier to be positive. You care less about what other people think. I don’t question myself anymore. I’ve even earned the right to be wrong.

So, I like being old. It has set me free. I like the person I have become. I am not going to live forever, but while I am still here, I will not waste time lamenting what could have been, or worrying about what will be. And I shall eat dessert every single day. (If I feel like it)

MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER COME APART ESPECIALLY WHEN IT’S STRAIGHT FROM THE HEART! MAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE A RAINBOW OF SMILES ON YOUR FACE AND IN YOUR HEART FOREVER AND EVER!

[lotty]

freda payne …. band of gold lol was number 1 for 6weeks

[lotty]

congrats thistle he is lubberly xoxoxoxox

[lotty]

thanks ,, ive no doubt it will after a few beers :lol:

[lotty]

not sure wot to say but its diff thats for sure ,,,,,, ermmm can i ask wot this is meant to be or am i just fickkkk

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