Nem, I feel for you, you a lovely person, it’s hard to be depressed or have it, I’ve had my fair share. If you need me for talking or just listening just find me. I will always be there , I can listen with the best, not saying I have answers but I do believe in caring for all, even those who might not deserve it, they might have their own issues to deal with. Love to all cause life is short, it would be sad to be miserable the whole time, always your friend, honestly sassey