Hmmm where should i start, i got up later than normal, so that started me off, i hide the way im feeling sometimes, which i shouldnt, i really dont care about myself at the moment, got a medical tomorrow so have to get up early, my service provider had a power cut, future looked a bit grim, i couldnt wash the pain in my head away while in the bath, i’ve had a constant head ache all day, but i dont say anything. i sat and had aa cry to myself for the first time in months, just to get rid of stress. which will all build up again in the next 6 months (or joy) no one really seem to be a friend unless they want something i only have a few true friends. and sometimes just sometimes i wish i was someone else. but still thats enough from me i think that will be enough to show how i felt today