Thank you mizzy for kindness. Truly a dear loved one whom my pal. She been through so much. As I not have it, I suffer with her on those treatments and help feed family dishes, clean up when she truly weak, husband cant bear it, he so loss over this illness, so worries for her.. Her young adult daughters can not deal either with her ruff days.. she a real trooper. Never ever complains..
Ty for your honesty regarding Alfie..as I get sour over his postings, love all he brings attitude, mothership, bollox, lol..giggles..I am glad he not got stricken with this type of illness..awful. my prays go out to others with this illness. So many have died around me..young..with it. So for any of you who too have or close ones..keep faith..live life to fullest..never ever give up hope.
Thank you mizzy for kindness. Truly a dear loved one whom my pal. She been through so much. As I not have it, I suffer with her on those treatments and help feed family dishes, clean up when she truly weak, husband cant bear it, he so loss over this illness, so worries for her.. Her young adult daughters can not deal either with her ruff days.. she a real trooper. Never ever complains..
Ty for your honesty regarding Alfie..as I get sour over his postings, love all he brings attitude, mothership, bollox, lol..giggles..I am glad he not got stricken with this type of illness..awful. my prays go out to others with this illness. So many have died around me..young..with it. So for any of you who too have or close ones..keep faith..live life to fullest..never ever give up hope.
I am very sensitive about cancer as I dated a man when I was 18 and he was a johova witnesss, but apart from that my mum had kidney cancer and had her kidney removed and my dad had cancer and they scraped it out of his penis and he was so upset about it and he died of the chemo treatment. I’m sorry linda x upsetting subject for me x
The funeral went smoothly
The vol a vonts seemed to be well accepted and she shook everyones hand.
She was presentable, make up applied and wearing black of course. She resented every single one of them, laughing and reciting anecdotes as if he had been dead for years. He had not been dead for years, how dear they?
She sucked up her anger like she was enhaling on a cigarette
Family members crawling out of the woodwork like the bugs who either eat your clothes or make you itch in a private place.
you think the tears are water from my eyes? no they are blood dripping from my broken heart
all the wows and the ‘remembering’ from so many who never even knew what he was
the attention seeking and the validations that will never ever dilute who that person was
one person one single person and on the great scale of the world meant nothing?
She went outside holding the pendant he gave her
She held it so close to her heart, she took the deepest breath in, like she was remembering his kisses, his hands on her, his eyes looking deep into her eyes.
At night she couldn’t sleep, all she could think of was him and his body next to her. To be in a relationship and for it to end just like that was so unkind and painful. So she lay in her bed imagining he was still there holding her and kissing her and she tried to focus on remembering his voice talking to her.
nothing would ever replace that
sometimes she imagined she could hear him talking to her
sometimes she found herself doing things the way he wanted.
she missed him so much, he was not an ex, death is for forever
he held her down and his hands around her throat, called her a whore, a piece of crap, he held her down so she could not breathe.
in an isolated field where no one would ever help her, she was able to grab a rock, she hit him with the rock and survived.
he smashed his head up and he died.
she survived
This reply was modified 5 years, 7 months ago by Dangermousey.
The funeral went smoothly
The vol a vonts seemed to be well accepted and she shook everyones hand.
She was presentable, make up applied and wearing black of course. She resented every single one of them, laughing and reciting anecdotes as if he had been dead for years. He had not been dead for years, how dear they?
She sucked up her anger like she was enhaling on a cigarette
Family members crawling out of the woodwork like the bugs who either eat your clothes or make you itch in a private place.
you think the tears are water from my eyes? no they are blood dripping from my broken heart
all the wows and the ‘remebering’ from so many who never even knew what he was
the attention seeking and the validations that will never ever dilute who that person was
one person one single person and on the great scale of the world meant nothing?
so do we all mean nothing? one person exploded into hysteria and floods of tears?
some people focus on humans behaviour and reactions and write about that.
its very shallow as everyone writes about that.
i cannot excuse anyone for being shallow but i can highlight it
everyone will call me a bitch for it
to me he meant everything, the world is now just the world
and i read about ‘he touched her arm and electricity ran shivvers down her spine’?
in truth the world was spinning, she felt alone watching him from afar
he was laughing and looking so attractive and texting her such naughty messages
she watched her phone looking constantly for the proof that he cared
truth was he didn’t so she posted on a stupid website showing off to get his attention
she wanted to be seen and she would do whatever she needed to in order to get attention and to be seen
Alfie is fine. It was just a vicious nasty rumour started about him. Alfie and I are no longer friends but as far as I’m aware he’s absolutely fine. Cancer is nothing to ever joke or lie about imo.
My best wishes go out to anyone suffering.
You will get no nasty comments from me on this Linda. I’m very very sorry about your neighbour.