I appresiate what you all are trying to do, but please don’t say anything because you don’t understand the situation and nothing you can say will make me or him feel any better. I actually think he feels worse than I do.. I’m sort of an indenial…so lets not talk about it. I didn’t tell you about this so that I’d get some sympathy or taps on sholder telling everything will be ok, I just wanted you to know. Life sucks, it sucked before and it will suck from now on. Now carry on doing what ever it was that you’re doing. Don’t mind me.