[Beatty Blue]

every day… :(

When was the last time you went to see a movie?

[Beatty Blue]

@sharongooner wrote:

Glad your back BB xxxxx :wink:

I’m not back, you’re just having a bad dream: now wake up!

[Beatty Blue]

…just to name few:

The Rasmus – In the Shadows(the original video fromthe movie “Pahat Pojat”)

HIM – Funeral of Hearts

Beats And Styles Feat Hanoi Rocks – Renegades or Invitation to the Dance Floor

Lordi – Who’s Your Daddy?:twisted: :twisted: :twisted:

Apulanta – Mitä vaan(I’ll do anything) or Käännä se pois (Turn if Off / Drown)

these are for Sauli-Matti :lol:
Nylon Beat – Viimeinen(Last in line) :twisted: :lol: or Anna mulle(Give me)

and this is for Tommi 8) :lol:
Apulanta – Mitä kuuluu?

[Beatty Blue]

Jeez, you’re still going on and on about me! :shock: now who needs a life? :roll: :- :lol: :lol: :lol: really… memememe!!! :lol: 8) damn looks like it around here.

Did I say that I need your sympathy? (es’?)( why do you feel the need to be a suck up?)

And why do you always need to say the final word even when it’s “I know nothing” :-s

:lol: :lol: :lol: now move on with your useless lives. The b!tch has left the building – finally!

[Beatty Blue]

@fastcars wrote:

You are beautiful, young and talented beatty. You have your whole life out there waiting for u …

well aint I lucky :roll:, look where that has taken me …absolutelly nowhere!!! but atleas I’m talented, even if it’s no good.

@fastcars wrote:

The only person stopping you from achieving anything is “YOU”.

you’re absolutelly right! all the things that have gone wrong in my life have only one thing incommon – me! I must a complete failure and a really bad person :-k

You all should know that I’m a bad *ss b*tch and I can take a lot, but there’s only so much a person can take and even I have limits. 19 years of down hill since the day I was born and almost died (sometimes I wonder why I didn’t, what went wrong… :?: ) and who knows home many f*cked up lives I’ve lived before this one :shock: I’ve always thought that as long as there’s life there’s still hope for all the things to turn good. Now I’m losing my fate. I also used to believe that my life would be ok after all, since the summer went so well…ok, but now, it’s back to the sh*tty things again. Some people are just not ment to be happy! if this is as good as it gets, I don’t think I wan to see the rest of this story. :-s and once again: I’m not into killing myself. Could never do it… physically I mean, mentally I’m already dying.

[Beatty Blue]

wow gee Becky! thanks for the information. that’s SO much worse than 6 youngsters dying in a car accident that wansn’t their fault and two of them were 18, the others were under that… but hey… THEY didn’t have their life ahead of them :roll:

you sure know it all Becky! keep up the good work! :wink:

[Beatty Blue]

@pats wrote:

or as my mum would say…………….*ave a good cry..ye’ll pi/ss less* :D

gotta love that one :lol:

[Beatty Blue]

@cath 55 wrote:

@Beatty Blue wrote:

thanks rubs, I was just about to be nice to you and draw you an avatar, but you surely put me back to my place and shew me how you other people are, big mouths – know it all… :-$ big words – not really saying anything. =D> I knew I could trust you in this.

Just when I woke up having the worst hang over ever thinking that there’s no reason to live, I decide to take a deep breath and try to think that there must be still something out there for me. But ofcourse I have to ran into your post right after that…thanks, now I’m back to where I started, where I seem to belong :D/ in despair…

Because here’s something for you to know too rubs… hope you’LL SEE this :roll:

Like I told you before: YOU DON’T KNOW THE SITUATION! YOU DON’T KNOW ME! I HAVEN’T TOLD YOU ALL ABOUT MY F*CKING LIFE AND MY PROBLEMS IN IT :? this isn’t just about me being dumped :roll:

you f*cking old c*nt…

just hugs beatty xxx

FINALLY someone’s talking some sense!!! that could help me – a good old fachioned hug 8) instead of empty words and people saying things are easier than they realize :?

[Beatty Blue]

@fastcars wrote:

I hardly think that yourself, ruby or beatty are starving kids in Darfur… :roll:

I wish… :roll: :?

[Beatty Blue]

@pats wrote:

well if rubes had phrased it like u esme i wouldnt have posted. like you said..beatty is a kid still…to her at this moment in time.being dumped is the end of her world. and yes i have lived through tragedy but can still sympathise with beatty.

well aint I lucky to have you to know it all… 8) :roll: if I remember right, before I told everyone my age you thought I was like 35 :-k ..but hey, atleast I know my place now.

when will you start believing me that my life is really difficult right now and it’s not just because of the break up…the lates one of them, I’ve been dumped before (ofcourse this time is different, but every break up is different) I’ll live, I’m just not so sure that it’s for the best… :?

maybe I should try to talk the same language with you and talk Robbie to make you understand: “I don’t want to die, but I aint keen on living eather!”

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