Thats one of your problems cosy you say you know how to play the “boards game” but when you want attention you act like a spoilt child until someone speaks to you
Getting drunk and ranting online is not a windup no matter how you look at it.
As for people not liking jen, speak for yourself as i for one out of many really like her.
Hope all is ok jen, pm if you ever want or need a chat x.