OXYGEN
Life without you is hard to bare
I can not think without you here
To think that we are about to end
Is tearing everything apart in me
At night I weep, I do not cry
The tears that fall are red, not clear
Cradling myself in my arms
Wishing tomorrow you will be here
The memories I have and always adored
Are killing me and ending everything a little more
I wish I could forget all the good times we shared
These memories are just a reminder of my pain
I am losing myself in insanity
You were my stability
And now I am losing all control
The world just seems too pointless
Now to try and gain control
Food seems like a waste
I have not eaten today
I have been weeping, not crying
I am just trying to sleep my life away
In time they say it will all be okay
But right now it seems like it’s fading
You were so beautiful in my mind
Yet, Somehow I kept pushing you away
I love you and still love you
I want you and will always want you
I will wait for you and dream after you
Until my last breathe is with you
I wish you were next to me
Wishing everyday I could kiss you
Wishing everyday I could forget about you
Should I inhale these wishes like Oxygen?
Trying so hard to forget again, if only for second
Trying so hard to remember, the things that went wrong
You were my lover and you were my friend
I need you so much, just like I need Oxygen
I hope to see your smile once more, Hope its not the end