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@rubyred wrote:
I cannot even pretend to be happy.. but for my childrens sake i HAVE too..as I cannot tell them. good god Im down, and this time its not bi-polar.My face aches with smiling..my throat is all swollen with laughing.
But then again I shall be reminded about self -pity and folks who pretend to die.
So i shall buck my ideas up..fight,fight sing sing..and remind ya all. I am here to stay.
kunts :)
Thing to remember Ruby… things will get better, I know when Im feeling down the last thing I need is advice from well meaning people, the one thing I keep in my mind though is …. things will get better. Its not a weakness to share, sometimes crying can be a therapy. Biggest hugs Ruby , you will feel better soon x
I’m doing the Lottery today – hope that makes me happy! :D
JenJen, what a lovely thing to do! mwa mwa xxx
I have done stuff for charity, walked friggin 40 miles, 4yrs in a row along the tow path between Windsor Castle and Putney (Nightingale Walk, if ya google it, my pic is up in the Nightingale pub, and NO it is NOT one of the guide dogs for the blind we bought! lol), not being able to walk for 3 days afterwards blah de blah, but, somehow, when I left work, lit up a fag, then got to the tube station and gave half of the rest of it to a begger kinda meant more?!
However, Jehova witnesses do NOT make me laugh at 7.30am on a Sunday morning!
If you don’t see me tomorrow, it means I won the lottery and whoooooohoooooo – here’s to hope! :lol:
@rubyred wrote:
I cannot even pretend to be happy.. but for my childrens sake i HAVE too..as I cannot tell them. good god Im down, and this time its not bi-polar.My face aches with smiling..my throat is all swollen with laughing.
But then again I shall be reminded about self -pity and folks who pretend to die.
So i shall buck my ideas up..fight,fight sing sing..and remind ya all. I am here to stay.
kunts :)
(((((((((( hugs Rubes ))))))))))
Sometimes life gets us that way and all we can do is keep on keeping on. Remember we have to have the lows to appreciate the highs. You know where I am if you want to sound off xxxx
Ruby flower, take care. 8)
aww thank you all in your words of support.And sorry for freakin out. I give a blood sample every 2 months as i have an underactive thyroid and a Kidney prob.. well.. I am supposed to ! I avoid it all the time and when my Gp refuses to give me repeat prescriptions I have to drag the auld erse into town. I have a slight phobia about town centre.. but thats another story :)
anyway i got a recall, as i ALWAYS do, but its usually to up thyroid meds.so off i limped..bliddy hell, my rock and roll wannabee lifestyle HAS to at least cut down :) Even my cholesterol is up,, damm buttered toast got me in the end, wonder if i can sue Lurpak salted for addictions?
did not want to worry the kids, so did ot let on about a couple of issues of concern.. the ball is in MY court ! its a wake up call.One that only I can sleepily turn over and switch that damm buzzer off.Shame abot the lurpak though :)
anyone tried Champix ( serious question) .?
thanks xx
Do NOT touch Champix – I have tried it and I know loadsa peeps who told me ‘not’ to, including my mum. It gives you a feeling like you are floating or summit – difficult to describe – anyway, it made me wanna have a fag to get rid of the ridiculous feeling – so that was bliddy stupid in the long run!
Think ya gonna have to go cold-turkey – if you decide to do that, tell me, and I will do it with you – I need to give up, badly – no dosh!
Let me know!
ps. no cheating allowed :lol:
@rubyred wrote:
anyone tried Champix ( serious question) .?
Not me, but someone I know did and had a bad experience…erratic mood swings and at the lowest ebb feeling suicidal! :shock:
I prefer to do things as naturally as possible, there’s too little understanding of the long-term effects of many medications for my liking. Have you tried hypnotherapy?
Are you talking about giving up smoking?
My bro in law used some tablets off the dr to give up and was ok, my sister used the patches and was ok and my mum used a plain and simple inhilator thing and was ok….
I think your dr can help you loads with this now.Good luck… x
((((((((rubes)))))))))
Oh darling .. I am fine Kenty.. x
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