my confession

Right ya bunch of narrow minded sods,for them of you that like me and for them of you that hate me this should make for interesting reading.
Up until February last year,a few years previous to it i had what i will admit was a drink problem,after a friendship that i had with someone on here a lot of bad stuff was said in the rooms and on the boards,i hit the drink very hard for about 6 months in the second half of 2007,it all came to a head in February 2008,i started bleeding from the mouth and was taken to hospital,that was only after many attempts by Sarah to get me there,bless her she travelled numerous times from Swindon to Teesside to drag me back to hospital,i was lucky that i never died at anytime,the slightest knock and i could have bled to death,i finally stayed in there and as it turned out they gave me a 50/50 chance of survival,my liver was badly damaged with alcohol,i went into major organ failure and my chances dropped to a one in five chance,my kidneys where giving up and once they go your heart packs up,at my worst i was told afterwards that i was at best 1 in 10 to survive,i was put on drips and God knows what drugs,with the help of the drugs and Sarah i started to improve.
After weeks in hospital i was discharged and had to take that many tablets it was like having a tube full of smarties every morning.
Sarah kindly offered to let me stay at hers in Swindon in an attempt to aid my recovery,i stayed there up until late December,and was made to feel more than welcome,i will be eternally grateful to Sarah for what she did for me and will always love her deeply,not just for her help but just because she is who she is,much to my heartbreak it looks now that it is over between us and i thought i would be one of the first to let you know,i say one of the first because somehow a lot of our personal buisness has been made public by a person or persons that we trusted.
I suspect Sarah will never speak to me again for posting this but i just thought i would beat all the vultures to it.

So as usual for saying it like it is i will lose again,but foook it,nowt like the truth.