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Why?
You may wonder why i ask this. The question why can open so many doors? Why do we do this, why do we do that?
But the question i ask is the biggest of all.
Why do we live?
I look at my life, love lost love endured and love grasped.
I have suffered a bit more than most, yes i have had a typical life. My mother and father divorced when i was a teen and i got throught that. then after a while i joined the army and through different conflicts saw my mates go. I have witnessed death on numerous scales. I have had the good will of laying my seed. A son and a daughter to follow on in my foot steps. So why am i here now. My presence will not cure the world in any way. I just absorb natural resourse than the world it self cannot afford.
I am not saying i should die, but why should i live.
After all my children are here to carry on for me. My humour or extremely good looks are not enough for me to carry on. Though i would like them to be. But lets be realistic. The world is dieing, Me being here does not benefit the world. I am not a tony blair, or a bush. My word counts for nothing. I have done my duty and procreated. Surely my job is done.
And the best thing about it is, if i did go today. There would be no one that missed me, because i did my job to the letter, feck all consequences and never made mates :D
After all the job is more important than the person.
But fear not….. i will still be here tomorrow, a lil bit less caring, and a lil bit less soulful, but if i have something to say. Then i expect no one will pay attention. Because I like you here are not worthy of a voice. If we was, we wouldn’t be here in the first place. :D
Be happy whilst you can, and enjoy what you have, for it may not be there tomorrow. :wink:
WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CANT CHANGE ANYTHING?EVEN THE SMALLEST OF CREATURES FRODDO ERRRR..I MEAN OSS CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE. :D
YOU SEEN SOME STUFF SO IT’S YOUR DUTY TO TEACH YOUR KIDS THE WISDOM OF WHAT YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED.
WHEN I HAD MY SON I FOUND OUT HE HAD SEVERE AUTISM.NOW I COULD HAVE CURLED UP IN A BALL AND NEVER LET HIM OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE OF THE EMBARRASMENT,THE IGNORANCE OF SOME BUTTHOLES,WELL IT SUCKS.BUT I CHOSE TO SAY WTF WHO CARES WHAT YOU THINK.NOW I HELP NEW PARENTS WITH THE SAME PROBLEM.
ARE YOU SAYING I CANT MAKE A DIFFERENCE????
MAN GOING TO NEED ONE OF THOSE WATERS AFTER THAT :lol: :lol:
Everyone can make a diference in their own lil world, and when it comes to Autism and the battle you have fought then yes you can educate people in similar situatons.
My question was what reason do i have to live for now?
Apart from my own happiness. I have nothing to teach and anything i have to say people will just brush of with a shrug of the shoulders.
I know cos i see it here every day, my experience counts for nothing. And no one ever listens because they all think they no better lol.
The man with a mind is a dnagerous thing, until the point were he suffers lose, and a tap on the shoulder saying i told you so. NOthing so humble as being wrong. But low be hold the man to say your wrong before they do it.
ITS NOT LIKE YOU ARE AT THE END OF YOUR TIME ON THIS EARTH.RELAX SOME PEOPLE TAKE A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME THAN OTHERS TO FIND WHAT THEY SUPPOSED TO BE DOING.
YOU NEED TO START BEING MORE GRATEFUL OF THE LIFE THAT YOU BEEN GIVEN.AND STOP THINKING SO BLUDY MUCH :twisted:
WHERE’S MY MAGIC WATER :D
Will you stop with the magic water lol.
and besides who says i have found what i am looking for, i’m still looking.
I just happen to be thinking aloud.
I WANT MY MAGIC WATER :evil: :evil:
I AM SOOOOOO ON MY WAY LITTLE MAN :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:
OKAy, can you stop shouting though please :roll:
:oops: SORWY :(
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