Back to reality.
Misery is subjective and on a message board someone could be typing that they are ecstatic and a 10 when actually they are crying as they type. Threads which let others know how someone is feeling minute by minute, hour by hour are a strange phenomenon of the world of internet message boards.
So….. how would I rate my mood right now?
It is far too complicated a feeling to allocate a simple number to, or a colour, or even a single word.
Perhaps if I mixed all three, but then… that would still not be right. Two words might express it to a small degree….. quiet certainty. But even those two words do not begin to describe how I feel.
The other word I might have added to the equation, is patience. I have learnt that given enough time, even the most complex or inherently cryptic of situations can be explained.
So, perhaps, the two words that might explain my current mood could be, quite possibly, patience and time. If you made those two words numbers, what numbers would they be?