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Right my fellow JC’ers i ask a very valid question now as this one has been playing on my mind for a long time, and no it is not about JC forgiveness. but as much as you all think i am a strong squaddie with a good sense of humour, you all might of noticed inthe past few weeks i have become quiet.
I have recently lost 7 friends and what i was 20 years ago stands no more, i have been present at losses and distant at others. Smile daily i may do, but for false apprehensives. Not for myself or for my friends. I do smirk alot these days and smile at a distant hope of finding happiness in a single tune of bag pipes, but i fear the worst. Happiness is not there.
You may all laugh and joke at this post now, and even post a couple of crude comments on it, and as you do, you do not insult me, but the memories of my friends who have perished for nothing.
Sleep well tonight, for i have not slept well in 2 years. I never will till my friends forgive me and lay me to rest by their side. Our boys and girls till the day we are meant to be. My heart is yours x x x x x
(((hugs))) life is pain ! x
If we really want to love
we must learn how to forgive…If I cannot forgive myself
For all the blunders
That I have made
Over the years,
Then how can I proceed?
How can I ever
Dream perfection-dreams?
Move, I must, forward.
Fly, I must, upward.
Dive, I must, inward,
To be once more
What I truly am
And shall forever remain… Sri ChinmoyHug (((Oss))) xx
I hope you dont have to feel like that forever. Brave job you do, summink I couldnt do.
Miss Me, But Let Me Go
Author UnknownWhen I come to the end of the road,
and the sun has set for me.
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little—but not too long,
and not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love that was once shared.
Miss me, but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take,
and each must go alone.
It’s all a part of the master’s plan,
a step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of heart,
go to the friends we know.
Bear your sorrow in good deeds.
Miss me, but let me go.* * * * * * * * * * * *
Oss, the finest thing you can do for your lost friends, is to live your life well for them. Be glad for having known these comrades, and do their memories proud, by carrying on even in the face of your loss. Fate will take us all at our allotted times. Be patient, take gentle stock of the simple pleasures, and learn to sleep soundly my friend.
for my ickle soldier boy.
my tribute… to you Oss and the Rest of our Amred Forces serving for Queen and Country God Bless you all x
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BRJ2N_nPBlA&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtl5kmWrFLg&mode=related&search=
I can’t put the words as elleqant (don’t even think that’s spelt correctly) as the others and I can’t post clips to elsewhere but that really did give me a heavy heart. I hope your spirits lift Oss, not just a temporay lift either and that you find your peace, happiness and contentment that you deserve. xxx
Thinking of you Oss…Be brave.be strong,and above all Be YOU ! Ya ever need to talk,,just whistle..
Much love x
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