Can we just be friends?

You know something? People talking of suicide is pathetic even if your heart has been broken. It hurts lilke hell having your heart ripped out and spat at you we have all been there, but to talk about killing yourself because of it is stupid. My best friend of 14 years came around to mine Wednesday i think to tell me the pregnant woman all over the news who was run down with her 2 boys 1 of which died was infact her half sister!!!! She had her whole life ahead of her and worshipped her kids and now through no choice of her own is DEAD!!! Now to hear people talk of suicide when a 7 year old boy is sat in hospital after watching his mummy and big brother DIE then sorry if i sound harsh but its plain SELFISH!!!!! Sorry but thats how i see it.

@fastcars wrote:

You are beautiful, young and talented beatty. You have your whole life out there waiting for u …

well aint I lucky :roll:, look where that has taken me …absolutelly nowhere!!! but atleas I’m talented, even if it’s no good.

@fastcars wrote:

The only person stopping you from achieving anything is “YOU”.

you’re absolutelly right! all the things that have gone wrong in my life have only one thing incommon – me! I must a complete failure and a really bad person :-k

You all should know that I’m a bad *ss b*tch and I can take a lot, but there’s only so much a person can take and even I have limits. 19 years of down hill since the day I was born and almost died (sometimes I wonder why I didn’t, what went wrong… :?: ) and who knows home many f*cked up lives I’ve lived before this one :shock: I’ve always thought that as long as there’s life there’s still hope for all the things to turn good. Now I’m losing my fate. I also used to believe that my life would be ok after all, since the summer went so well…ok, but now, it’s back to the sh*tty things again. Some people are just not ment to be happy! if this is as good as it gets, I don’t think I wan to see the rest of this story. :-s and once again: I’m not into killing myself. Could never do it… physically I mean, mentally I’m already dying.

*Takes Beatty off the boards for a walk and a hug*

@esmeralda wrote:

Empty words.. Beatty. Christ but you’re a selfish..self-centred wee madam right enough. You don’t know the half of it sweetheart..whining on about your boyfriend and your school course..and aye..bleating on about how we don’t even know you..well f/ucking ditto. If you had a quarter of the hell to live through that I have every day of my life..then you’d know what it is to suffer. And to think that I wasted my precious time trying to help you with my ’empty words.’ Now..your wee sycophantic buddies on here won’t agree…but it’s become pretty self-evident that you’re an attention-seeking wee drama-queen . You know..every other person on this board takes part in topical debates apart from poor Beatty. Ruby was right..it’s ‘me me me’ all the godamm time. Look around you..try helping someone worse off than yourself..oh I forgot..there isn’t anyone is there? It’s about time you put up..or shut up. Anyone prepared to endure any more of your dramatic posturing..is a fool to themselves.

And Becky..you are so right..tragedies like that put life into perspective..it’s a precious,fragile thing.

=D>

Agree Cath but she isnt just hurting she is biting people heads off who offer support! She pm me swearing all coz i said i know it hurts and it gets easier. I had my heart broken and i went through sh*t a few years back, we all have. If you dont want sympathy then dont bring it on the boards because if you bring something personal on here it becomes “public property” and if you cant take what is said then learn not to do it again. Now she is ranting at everyone but has herself to blame for that for bringing something so so personal on here. So man people have said in the past its a bad idea and here is proof!

Me and Esme dont get on well havent got on but you knwo what she only said what half the people on here are probs thinking. And Esme spoke a lot of sense. x