Back to being a private person

As it has come to my attention that there is supposedly a bet going on if and when I am going to die ( real or a JustChat death), I from this date forward am going back to responding to people asking me how I am as either ” fine” or “ok” thank you. Anyone that has known me over the many years I have come to JustChat knows I unlike some would not do such a thing that is being implied upon my charecter. Yes, I am having serious health issues, but from this date forward like everything else I will keep it to myself. Yes, there have been times since all this started with me Aug. 3rd of this year I have shared my feelings of frustrations, fear, doubts etc. But never again. As some here ( not surprising to me ) have chosen to make light of it. Sad thou that even when one feels that they need to vent or try to release some of those ” real” feelings they are made fun of or chastised. People forget that behind that monitor there are actually ” real” people with ” real” problems and sometimes they are fooled into believing that someone on the opposite site of that monitor will be that ” listening ear” that perhaps that person needs at that certain moment in their life. That sometimes it’s easier to chat/speak to other people that are not as close to them and is easier to open up to them. In closing, I just want to thank those that were/are truely concerned about my welfare and were willing to be that ” listening ear” for me. But as I stated early I will become that very private person again. Take what I have written here and and interpet it anyway you choose. As I know some of you will.