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Whilst in forum 1 tonight Archi came into my pms and asked me to do him a favour . He told me how he felt about Cherriepie and asked me if i could take the key bullet points he told me, and turn them into a paragraph for him, and write it on the boards,. in the hope his one true love sees it one day. I promise that all of the content in here came from archi , and the room can verify this as i pasted our convo into the room. call it a work of fiction inspired by a true story , if u must.
hi Cherriepie, i just wanted to let you know that i’m still thinking about you, and i’m a bit worried that you didn’t quite understand just how much i loved you and how genuine i was when i used to tell you all the time. i just want to make things clear once and for all that i truly do love you and miss you alot. i wish i had the words to say but i feel Shiddy is better with words than me and feel it would be better just to allow him to hammer it home to you, just how i feel and make it romantic and stuff. Please just believe me this time.
i’m afraid people will laugh at me for doing this but i just can’t take it anymore, so i’m going to just be strong and tell you how i feel, warts and all, despite the consequences. i dont mind others laughing at me. just as long as you don’t. you are alll that matters.
i desperately want you to get back in contact with me, so we can start again. and this time i promise not to creep u out. i asked shiddy if i shoulld mention marriage but he told me it would be a bad idea. although i would kill my dog for just one cuddle with you.
i hope you finnally understand now just how much i care about you Cherriepie and i’m crossing my fingers that you will read this. i see you are still posting on the boards.. dont worry. im not stalking you lol.
ok hope to see you soon Cherrie and big snuggles to you xxxx
This is a joke right?
Of course it must be a joke…he’s into someone called Emma now apparently
Oh and Tanya, Nicola, Karen, Michelle (any other female name one cares to think of) :wink:no it’s not a joke. archi did ask me to write it. deadly seriously. everything in that paragraph stemmed from what he said to me. i just expanded on his points. the stuff about mariage and killing his dog came from him too.
Ahhh Shiddy…Our very own Cupid! Very touching… (Kind of) Keep up the good work, Shid!
Hello Bullshiddy Shidkins,
I thank you for the message service and (I assume) therapy session you are providing members of Just Chat with. What would we ever do without a level headed entity among these forums.
If you would ever so kindly pass on the follow to Archi, I would be eternally grateful.
Dear Archi :)
It has been a while since we last typed to one another and I hear from the witch above that you are traveling well in your love life, as naturally… Archi would. (wonderful to hear by-the-way)
You know Archi, there is something I learned while being captivated by text communication, and that is….people are so much more than strings of the alphabet. Sometimes they are composed mostly of emptiness, nothing really behind these words but a temporary shimmer… or stain. And sometimes, they embody everything that the being behind faceless words, is.
Now not to say that words don’t mean anything, words have changed people, this is how the world communicates, through texts and books but….to go ahead and believe in… fabricate situations and sculpt them on something baseless, to be consumed in something false; is to paint on the mirror you gaze into. (I know you know what I mean)
Archi, some people believed that my fondness of you was because you inflated my ego and pandered me with textual affection, they even accused me of leading you on because I wasn’t harsh enough with you, I wasn’t mean enough to you, I wasn’t too much of this or too little of that. A little bit like people in the physical world… you can’t meet everyone’s ‘acceptable’ expectations :)
I was satisfied that you were well aware of my intentions and you understood that my fondness was not romantic. Your words were direct and innocent, a lot like a child, that innocence was endearing and sweet, in a very very platonic human sense.Your message via Bullshiddy Shidkins was very nice and it is always nice to know that someone in the world thinks of you, even if only under a username, to know that I had some positive impact on you makes me smile. If ever I have hurt you deeply, then I apologize.
Archi, don’t ever give your love away so cheaply, give it to someone who welcomes it, someone else who is not the Cherriepies, or Mercedes (lord she was horrible, wtf were you thinking?) or the Karens or Michelles of the internet world, but someone who will value you, entirely and most importantly, someone who can physically, mentally and emotionally touch you.Your affection at times was very overwhelming because it mostly embarrassed me, not because there is anything wrong with you Archi, not because you are not a good person or undeserving of love, but because I, as a 29 year old mother was unable to return the “love” you claim to feel towards my username. You only knew and know of Cherriepie, via text, without knowing what or who she is, without ever hearing her or seeing her move, or knowing all her horrible traits, who is now happily a taken woman.
I hope you grow up and focus on your life, on your success as a young man, learn and grow in your youth so you are prepared for struggles you may encounter later in life.
We cannot start over something that never begun, we cannot be online friends either.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAx845QaOck“Doesn’t it feel good to touch?”
beautiful and dignified response CP, now im in love with you too xxx
“A now happily taken woman” he better treat you well or ill hope on the first plane to spider country and chop his balls off for ya x
A lovely reply Cherrie! (there is no Karen or Michelle btw though).
Wise words and eloquently typed :D
The trick is. to paint into the mirror you gaze into with slightly translucent paint so you can still see your true reflection. remaining an outsider looking in. If you allow yourself to become involved in anything too ”real” then the likelyhood is that you will find this an unpleasent experience. Become a character, its not being fake. its being smart. we do it in real life too.. being polite to our bosses when we hate them . pretending that baby is pretty when its really ugly.. I’ve always thought Archi has been in complete control of what he’s doing. Just passing the time. entertaining himself.. having a laugh basically. The paragraph i wrote was just to entertain myself. That is a great poem in that video. It’s all about finding a balance though. I use this mainly as a platform to create somthing. in real time, with instant inspiration from multiple sources. i really dont know what i would replace it with if it wasn’t here. it might be a fake enviroment but my ideas are real. and that’s all that matters to me. Also , you might see alot of fakeness online. but people are also willing to be more honest, alot more honest than their fear of judgment in the ”real” world would allow them to be.
I hate when people feel its OK to be totally insensitive and then blame it on the environment here…as if its some sort of justification.
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