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2 March, 2008 at 4:28 pm #9480
and now at peace.
I did ask her if she had any last words for JC.
She said, “What’s the point? No one would take a second glance at my thoughts.”
I said, “That’s exactly the point: it is the room of lost thoughts.”
She said, “Ok. These are my words:
PB should find something a little more worthy of his age and life-long knowledge.
Geoff should consider attending an AA meeting.
Ugo ~ you have a good heart but you’re a pleb. Do not try to measure yourself by other plebs. You will find no succour there. Aim higher.
Pats ~ not everything is black and white. You have dealt with a great deal of hardship and heartache. You are not the only one. See the grey. It is all around us. That said, I do believe that you were almost certainly the nastiest bully in your school.
Dagger ~you’re a womaniser. It is quite probable that the reason your wife now finds your company acceptable is because she no longer needs to find faith in you. Attend more to your children: they may be lost.
Mimsey ~ curiosity killed the cat, and probably the Jabberwocky too.
Diane ~ I wish you painlessness.
Janey ~ if you are not a sexphone call girl then stop pretending you are. If you are ~ then stop. It is not a memory you will hold dear on your death bed.
Sunny and toybulldog ~ you have always made me laugh. You will forever be on my dinner party list.
For those of you I have not mentioned: I know even less of you than those above, except, that you shouldn’t be here. The anonymity of an internet site ~ while it can be powerful as a dumping tool ~ is, in the end, heartless, fake, and soul destroying.
I could tell you a little about me. The words would be seeds on hard ground. But for what it’s worth: I have been places many of you have also been. But I have been further. Dark, desperate places that you will have only read about in tabloids or seen on crime dramas. I have also flown to places you cannot even imagine: I have watched the northern lights, dined with lords, swam with dolphins, drunk with legends. I am in the top 1% of the country in terms of ability, in the bottom 1% of the country in terms of degeneration. I know what I am talking about. What I do not know, and could never know, is how deep your own demons can take you. But I know this. They will take you much further into the depths if you let them. And this is they’re playground.
There are some words you should take note of.
Every cloud has a silver lining. Yesterday doesn’t matter, only tomorrow.
Be wary of Wikipedia.
Great words often come from weak specimens.
The world has an end.
Your life is short.
You will judge your life in the moments of your death. Ensure those thoughts are the best you can make them.”She gave a gasp after that, and said no more.
I’m off to join her. She looked so content when she left.
These words are hers, and mine, and anyone who has the tiniest understanding of what it means to be alive ~ it is nothing more than a journey into nothingness. The only moment that counts is the last, and the visions you recall.Signing off. Believe it or not, I won’t be back to read any replies. So, feel free to contradict and ridicule. I’d like to think you might even debate. But I doubt it.
One last thing: try to remember that there are real people on the other end of these keyboards. And in the end, there isn’t really that much seperating any of us.
2 March, 2008 at 4:32 pm #315383I considered AA feb/nan/gloria but I was so pissed I forgot, but thank you for your care.
2 March, 2008 at 4:37 pm #315384@nanny ogg wrote:
and now at peace.
I did ask her if she had any last words for JC.
She said, “What’s the point? No one would take a second glance at my thoughts.”
I said, “That’s exactly the point: it is the room of lost thoughts.”
She said, “Ok. These are my words:
PB should find something a little more worthy of his age and life-long knowledge.
Geoff should consider attending an AA meeting.
Ugo ~ you have a good heart but you’re a pleb. Do not try to measure yourself by other plebs. You will find no succour there. Aim higher.
Pats ~ not everything is black and white. You have dealt with a great deal of hardship and heartache. You are not the only one. See the grey. It is all around us. That said, I do believe that you were almost certainly the nastiest bully in your school.
Dagger ~you’re a womaniser. It is quite probable that the reason your wife now finds your company acceptable is because she no longer needs to find faith in you. Attend more to your children: they may be lost.
Mimsey ~ curiosity killed the cat, and probably the Jabberwocky too.
Diane ~ I wish you painlessness.
Janey ~ if you are not a sexphone call girl then stop pretending you are. If you are ~ then stop. It is not a memory you will hold dear on your death bed.
Sunny and toybulldog ~ you have always made me laugh. You will forever be on my dinner party list.
For those of you I have not mentioned: I know even less of you than those above, except, that you shouldn’t be here. The anonymity of an internet site ~ while it can be powerful as a dumping tool ~ is, in the end, heartless, fake, and soul destroying.
I could tell you a little about me. The words would be seeds on hard ground. But for what it’s worth: I have been places many of you have also been. But I have been further. Dark, desperate places that you will have only read about in tabloids or seen on crime dramas. I have also flown to places you cannot even imagine: I have watched the northern lights, dined with lords, swam with dolphins, drunk with legends. I am in the top 1% of the country in terms of ability, in the bottom 1% of the country in terms of degeneration. I know what I am talking about. What I do not know, and could never know, is how deep your own demons can take you. But I know this. They will take you much further into the depths if you let them. And this is they’re playground.
There are some words you should take note of.
Every cloud has a silver lining. Yesterday doesn’t matter, only tomorrow.
Be wary of Wikipedia.
Great words often come from weak specimens.
The world has an end.
Your life is short.
You will judge your life in the moments of your death. Ensure those thoughts are the best you can make them.”She gave a gasp after that, and said no more.
I’m off to join her. She looked so content when she left.
These words are hers, and mine, and anyone who has the tiniest understanding of what it means to be alive ~ it is nothing more than a journey into nothingness. The only moment that counts is the last, and the visions you recall.Signing off. Believe it or not, I won’t be back to read any replies. So, feel free to contradict and ridicule. I’d like to think you might even debate. But I doubt it.
One last thing: try to remember that there are real people on the other end of these keyboards. And in the end, there isn’t really that much seperating any of us.
RIP February 8)
2 March, 2008 at 5:18 pm #315385Lets all welcome March with open arms
2 March, 2008 at 5:20 pm #3153862 March, 2008 at 5:27 pm #315387“I have been places many of you have also been. But I have been further. Dark, desperate places that you will have only read about in tabloids or seen on crime dramas. I have also flown to places you cannot even imagine: I have watched the northern lights, dined with lords, swam with dolphins, drunk with legends. I am in the top 1% of the country in terms of ability, in the bottom 1% of the country in terms of degeneration. I know what I am talking about. What I do not know, and could never know, is how deep your own demons can take you. But I know this. They will take you much further into the depths if you let them. And this is they’re playground. “
Wonderful stuff….I hope you continue to get published.
Bye feb
2 March, 2008 at 5:44 pm #315388you say you wont be here to read replies, but i suspect human nature will require you to take one last look, one last look to see if your words have had any impact, one last look, just a backward glance, it is said that if newly released prisoners turn and throw a stone at the doors of the prison they will never return……you threw your stone, good luck and in the immortal words of Dave Allen, may your god go with you….. :wink:
2 March, 2008 at 5:48 pm #315389Feb is always retiring.
2 March, 2008 at 5:49 pm #315390She doesn’t seem the shy retiring type!
2 March, 2008 at 6:46 pm #315391Did nanny ogg die with her?
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